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so, today
derek called me a hypocritical bitch. i guess i play games and cant handle the truth that i am a bad person.
some girl i dont know on myspace messaged me and told me i needed to get over myself and called me a bitch. she i.s from maine. i have no idea who she is. she could be jeff's new gf, or duncan's friend. but i dont know who needs to go THAT out of their way to put me down.
i try to be a good person. i try to make people happy. i try to be compassionate and do the right thing for humanity.
i feel like shit.
absolute shit.
like so i must suck if so many people feel this way like
that girl
derek
debbie
duncan and the rest of my step brothers
at times, hannah tommy and will
fuck.
i wish i could just quit everything and run away and be someone different. fuck school, fuck my family, fuck my personality. i think tomorrow i'm going to try really hard to not talk so no one else gets pissed off. i honestly dont let on to how unhappy i am. how depressed i am. and how hard it is to get out of bed everyday. fuck me.
derek called me a hypocritical bitch. i guess i play games and cant handle the truth that i am a bad person.
some girl i dont know on myspace messaged me and told me i needed to get over myself and called me a bitch. she i.s from maine. i have no idea who she is. she could be jeff's new gf, or duncan's friend. but i dont know who needs to go THAT out of their way to put me down.
i try to be a good person. i try to make people happy. i try to be compassionate and do the right thing for humanity.
i feel like shit.
absolute shit.
like so i must suck if so many people feel this way like
that girl
derek
debbie
duncan and the rest of my step brothers
at times, hannah tommy and will
fuck.
i wish i could just quit everything and run away and be someone different. fuck school, fuck my family, fuck my personality. i think tomorrow i'm going to try really hard to not talk so no one else gets pissed off. i honestly dont let on to how unhappy i am. how depressed i am. and how hard it is to get out of bed everyday. fuck me.