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oh god.
pregnancy number 3 already.
i'm so stupid. i never let things happen the way i want. i decided after the twins were a few months older, then work could get under way, and i wouldnt think about any moe kids until maybe a few years time. but now i'm pregnant again already :o(
larry's cold.......even mam tutted when i told her. i can see she's disappointed. but the worst of it all, is that when i phoned dad to tell him, he said right out that he was annoyed.
"you had a lovely job lined up, with good wages, and now you've gone and thrown it awat through carelessness. it's all very well you having these children, but you're not going to find working and having four kids easy to juggle are you. what was all the counselling training for? nothing?" and so on.
i'm sad :o(
pregnancy number 3 already.
i'm so stupid. i never let things happen the way i want. i decided after the twins were a few months older, then work could get under way, and i wouldnt think about any moe kids until maybe a few years time. but now i'm pregnant again already :o(
larry's cold.......even mam tutted when i told her. i can see she's disappointed. but the worst of it all, is that when i phoned dad to tell him, he said right out that he was annoyed.
"you had a lovely job lined up, with good wages, and now you've gone and thrown it awat through carelessness. it's all very well you having these children, but you're not going to find working and having four kids easy to juggle are you. what was all the counselling training for? nothing?" and so on.
i'm sad :o(