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These dreams are starting again. I've observed they come in clusters, and torment me for a month or so at a time, until I'm half sick and stay up restlessly until 5 in the morning until my body can't bear it and I have to sleep. With the dreams comes the awful feelings, too.
I've given up on thinking these dreams hold meanings, all they do is torment me now. Am I mental? I become so miserable when this happens. It has been awhile, thankfully, since I've gotten physically sick from the dreams, but with this wave, I am. Not all the warmest blankets in my house can warm the violent chills I get.
It could be all in my head, subconsciously making myself feel this way.
Hopefully this weekend will make me forget these horrible nightmares.
I've given up on thinking these dreams hold meanings, all they do is torment me now. Am I mental? I become so miserable when this happens. It has been awhile, thankfully, since I've gotten physically sick from the dreams, but with this wave, I am. Not all the warmest blankets in my house can warm the violent chills I get.
It could be all in my head, subconsciously making myself feel this way.
Hopefully this weekend will make me forget these horrible nightmares.