first real entry in agessss
no lyrics today folks...I MISS GETTING SOME EVERLOVING COMMENTS!!
well hmmmm....have been having a hard time w/my parents lately, they dont understand me and that Im a teenager and I go through some hard shit besides boys and cat fights and getting my nails done...I mean seriously. I'll be honest for a moment and lay it down. Im having some, um....well and i dentity crisis I guess. Body image issues and like feeling like Im trying to be someone Im not and honestly scared that if I try to act like the real me again people wont accept it. But I guess that is just a test upon those who really care.
Im not a hardass,okay? When I get angery its just me being really hurt. The truth is I really dont wonna kick your ass, I really wonna cry.
Well um...so today...got to school and went to my classes, then chilled w/jay during 5th period and smoked and got into an indepth convo for like an hour...I miss me and jay moements. Umm then after school I drove around w/jay,bk and jr for a lil bit and they took me to work and now Im home...
My mom is leaving for Vegas tomorrow....ewww being alone w/my dad til monday.
well hmmmm....have been having a hard time w/my parents lately, they dont understand me and that Im a teenager and I go through some hard shit besides boys and cat fights and getting my nails done...I mean seriously. I'll be honest for a moment and lay it down. Im having some, um....well and i dentity crisis I guess. Body image issues and like feeling like Im trying to be someone Im not and honestly scared that if I try to act like the real me again people wont accept it. But I guess that is just a test upon those who really care.
Im not a hardass,okay? When I get angery its just me being really hurt. The truth is I really dont wonna kick your ass, I really wonna cry.
Well um...so today...got to school and went to my classes, then chilled w/jay during 5th period and smoked and got into an indepth convo for like an hour...I miss me and jay moements. Umm then after school I drove around w/jay,bk and jr for a lil bit and they took me to work and now Im home...
My mom is leaving for Vegas tomorrow....ewww being alone w/my dad til monday.