One sweet day

[tonedawg502]

Well tonight, lets just say its been a long week. Even after all these years i still cannot get over the fact that i lost my grandma. Ya know...its hard. I talked to my sis today and we planned out everything for her graduation in June, how we're gonna rent a SUV and go to Boston and how she's finally done. And we talked about everything and ya know what, she couldn't have said it better..."i can't believe we're finally here, you're at U of M, one day gonna become a successful doctor and one heck of a guy, and me about to graduate and become a pharmacist, all i wish is that grandma was here to share this with us" and then it hit me hard. I just don't know about this world sometimes...she was the ONLY one who never turned her back on me through thick and through thin and she always showed her love even till her dying day, and forever i will be thankful for that, without her i would never be where i am today she was my only source of hope...but also at the same time, forever i will miss her and the way she could turn my worst day into something good. My only wish is that she didn't have to leave me but sometimes you have to deal with reality...the only way i can understand is through her own words...
In the shadows of the past i see you standing
your voice is just a whisper
your eyes have lost their glow
and here i am
the first and last in understanding
that to prove how much i love you
i had to let you go...

its crazy, it really is...someday, just someday

this is all for her, i miss you more than ever

and i know you're shining down on me from heaven
like so many friends we've lost along the way
and i know eventually we'll be together
one sweet day...