Nov 10, 2004 18:26
Wrote this about 2 days ago. Yes I know it's a bit wierd, but oh well hopefully its a good wierd. And just to make sure you people know this, that Daniel is a guy not a girl.
-tone
The choice was made,
and Daniel who never laid one finger on anyone was being sent to a place where the sun hardly is shown,
and where the word fun isn't in their dictionary.
Where they garantee you won't be free until your 18.
Daniel of age 15 was nice and never mean.
The tears on his mom were seen and he started to think of how he wished he could take it all back.
Wish he would have listened to the facts,
and never had been friendly to the new kid.
He only did what he thought his mom would want.
But now Daniel who sat in the front who was hardly blunt,
Would never see his mom until he was a legal man.
The plan to go to college and be the president of this land.
Was shattered and was now a fantasy.
The voices in his head just came constantly.
Now the once read books were being used to bang his head endlessely to get them out.
He said " this won't last, it won't get to me."
But time went by and the voices kept comin to say "Bye"
They wouldn't even say "Hi."
He would fall asleep in class, wake up and say "I want to Die"
(Chorus X2)
Is it him or is it you?
Is this what he wanted you to do,
or is this your new ways of saying I need help too?
If it's him who gave you this bad health,
then why are you still talking to yourself?
Sent to a physciatrist.
Nothing seemed wrong and no carvings on the wrist.
Dad, Mom, and older brother, perfect family and thought to be bliss.
If death was coming, but you had no idea what he looked like,
wouldn't you hold the knife tight?
1 hour of sleep a night sounds good right?!?
Whose to say he should trust the just,
if the just is not what the poor lust.
He did what he must.
Sweat dripping off the chin of Daniel who barely knew how to swim isn't good,
cuz the drops will gather and drown him in his problems.
From PM. to AM.,
he was thinking of how to escape the ties of tape his imaginary friend Jake put on.
Playing chess all day doesn't nessacarilly make you strong.
So he had to do something else before dawn came and his days as a kid were over.
As his self esteam grew lower,
he moved closer to the knife that Jake left behind and cut the tape in no time.
Now to find the new kid Jake and take what was mine*
There sitting in his own living room was Jake.
With on quick slash of the knife he took the life of his dear friend Jake.
With a face of much deserved gratitude.
And the Beatles "Happiness is a Warm Gun" in the backround to set the mood.
Now to eat the long awaited food.
But there in kitchen was his mother with the phone in her palm.
To have the police called on you by your mom,
Isn't something you want to remember while your gone.
So he looked back at what he had done and there dead on the couch was his brother.
He looked in a panic at his mother.
Realizing that Jake was just a mear mutter in his head.
And now Daniel lies in a foriegn bed every night and thinks about how he should of been more open.