Silent Stories

Oct 15, 2004 09:50

I wrote this last night like at 1 in the morning. It's not about me or ne one I know personally. It's just a creative thing you know. Oh well I hope this speaks to people, but i aslo hope no one takes it to the offense. Oh yah and the name Dylan is made up too, got the name from some cool cat.
((knoet))

Dylan grew up in a home with both parents.
And it always seemed that she was paying for the shit they got mad at.
Her Mom said that it was her fault that she turned fat.
Couldn't see why she had to act like everything was okay.
She was 3 the first day her mom hit her.
All because she wanted to play with her.
Grew up thinking her mom HAD to lover her.
Didn't know why her Dad wouldn't do anything,
would just put a Sad face on and leave.
It wouldn't happen everyday, but she still grieved over how her mom could just make her bleed and then say,"I still love you."
She knew that she had to stay strong.
But she knew she couldn't go on like this much longer.
To make matters worse,
Her dad would drink, curse, and try to make her mom take him back.
They would fight and she would get the anger of it at night.
In bed, face red, and didn't care if she bled.
cuz to her it just made the pain just.
At school teachers would ask,"What are those marks from?"
And she would just say,"While on the run to catch a ball, I looked up, got blinded from the sun and thats how that bump came to be."

(refrain)
She went on screaming on the inside,
but no one had the suspision to be listening.
With the permanent ding on her soul.
Going on thinking she might get something from someone to help her.
She made to many stories about how she was a queen and one day a king would come and fulfill her dreams.

She was so scared of what would happen if she told.
As she grew old, she got smarter and smarter.
Got a bit a bold,
but would still turn cold when her dad and mom got back together.
She would write about why is it that the feather can be so free, but still I'm here when I'd rether be dead instead of having the fear of getting hit in the head and forgeting everything that happened an hour ago.
But people just couldn't know.
She was so shy and never showed sorrow.
When she was 15 her father died,
she folded a letter and wrote to this asshole who never tried to help her, would just leave and lie about it later.
She stood above his grave and placed the letter on the ground. She thought maybe god made her.
Walked off with a trembled cough.
cuz she was sick, but got no medicine, cuz she was blamed for her father.
Didn't even know why she bothered anymore.
Well her mother found that letter, read it then tore it into pieces.
She called Dylan a whore, saying,"I wanted to give you everything you asked for,and now I can."
She then took Dylan and chocked her to death with her powerful hands.
With so much strength you would of thought she was a man.
Dylan gave no fight.
Just smiled cuz she knew that her hell of a life was finally going to be over tonight.

(refrain)
She didn't go on screaming.
No reason for anyone to be listening.
With the permanent ding on her soul.
Got something from someone to help her.
She thought it would be a king that would save her but it was her own mean mom who took her away and fulfilled her dream.
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