zomg rambling
I spent my V-day working a 9 hour shift at the hotel. =P Lucky me: came out with a pizza (lolwtf!), a box of cupcakes, and $10 in tips at least. Could've been worse. I have 3 more days, then 4 off, so with the weekend rush over... the next 3 days should be easymode.
I must admit, the holiday hit me hard. I wasn't really thinking much about it, tbh, until it actually arrived. Being in a long distance relationship is hard, and even though Adam and I are celebrating it in 3 weeks time-- yeah, still hard. :( I'm sad I didn't get to see him today. Also, we'll be celebrating a late 4 month anniversary on his visit. Not very long by any standards at all, of course, but I'd like to think we're settling into the phase where we know each others annoying faults by now and are learning to deal with them lawl.
I've been feeling very restless and... blah lately. Apathetic? :\ Idk. I need some sort of adventure. I'm thinking while Adam is here, we need to go to the ocean, and make a treacherous journey through ice and snow down onto the beach to the water. There is something wild and exciting about a grey ocean and a grey sky and a stretch of cold, wet beach. I can already feel the wind whipping my hair around. ♥
I'm such a Maritime girl at heart. I'm hoping that will be the wake-up call I need to get me out of this... idk, horrible winter depression. :|
Bed now. I can't sleep enough these days, it seems... I'm so tired and just want to curl up with Illidan, throw some random downloaded program on, and fall asleep. Eight hours just isn't enoughhhh. D:
At least i get to see Matt on Wednesday. ♥ /bednaorly
I must admit, the holiday hit me hard. I wasn't really thinking much about it, tbh, until it actually arrived. Being in a long distance relationship is hard, and even though Adam and I are celebrating it in 3 weeks time-- yeah, still hard. :( I'm sad I didn't get to see him today. Also, we'll be celebrating a late 4 month anniversary on his visit. Not very long by any standards at all, of course, but I'd like to think we're settling into the phase where we know each others annoying faults by now and are learning to deal with them lawl.
I've been feeling very restless and... blah lately. Apathetic? :\ Idk. I need some sort of adventure. I'm thinking while Adam is here, we need to go to the ocean, and make a treacherous journey through ice and snow down onto the beach to the water. There is something wild and exciting about a grey ocean and a grey sky and a stretch of cold, wet beach. I can already feel the wind whipping my hair around. ♥
I'm such a Maritime girl at heart. I'm hoping that will be the wake-up call I need to get me out of this... idk, horrible winter depression. :|
Bed now. I can't sleep enough these days, it seems... I'm so tired and just want to curl up with Illidan, throw some random downloaded program on, and fall asleep. Eight hours just isn't enoughhhh. D:
At least i get to see Matt on Wednesday. ♥ /bednaorly