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[tonabrat]

not to much of an exciting days really. woke up got dressed left ryans (still not dating) came home did laundry n got ready for work. then went to work from 4 till 9. i cant really fathom why i used to hate that job (ac moore) maybe caz sometimes things get difucult or annoying and i snap real quick. and thats why im finally getting help. its gotten a way out of control. like my anger is really hard for me to handel and so are my emotions. i havent really been right for a couple years. i noticed my anger was pretty bad a couple years ago but it just seems to have gotten a lot worse. and it scares me i seem to lash out more towards my familyyyy like my mom n dad but nmot eally anyone else. i dont wanna be like that at all by any means. buti just cant help it., idk why i do it. bahhh ehatver,. now im back at ryans ( i like live here. not really but it feels like it) about to take a shower and then i think were gonna watch a movie or something who knows but for rright now its showerr time i think tomorrow since i hsave of im going to sit down and fill u in on everythinggggg. andi mean everything.. be prepaired fr a longg one..

peace. love. hookers..