things fall apart.

Mar 24, 2007 11:12

i got my first pay check from american eagle.
it barely covers my rent.
im screwed.
my credit report is really bad.
ive got collections agencies after me from when i broke my hand.
i couldnt pay my credit card payments last month.
all because i got fired because i liked someone.
we werent even dating.
i owe tiff 235$ for the electric bill due in 5 days.
my cell phone bill is 100$ and past due by today.
im turning my internet off when this month is up.
and i have two loan payments coming up.
as soon as tiff gets out of the shower im driving around and looking for jobs in the commons.
in jess's car cause my gas light is on.

more importantly.
i will not have anywhere to live come june.
i wont be able to get an apartment in my current situation.
my credit is too far fucked up.

i called my mom last night.
she asked how i was doing.
i told her.
she changed the subject.
didnt even offer up a "hey you can move back home."

awesome.
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