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[tomvanallen]

tonight i stared at the wall.
"everything is such a mess"
in my head and on paper.

i lay in bed and let movies play on repeat but i dont really watch them.
tonight it was "crash" 3x
last night it was garden state.2x
before that was wet hot american summer.2x
i think tomorrow i'll watch, a scanner darkly.5x

on a side note.

i fucking hate distances more than anything.
except my inability to fully understand what the fuck i am doing, in life in general.

maybe another time, another place.

if i was there....if you were here.

the world could end, i wouldnt care.

i hope it does end.
february 28th.

im going to go stare at a wall.