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Lalala, I'm bored. My last entry was crappy because I left out a bunch of good stuff. But whatev.
So yeah, theatre practice for MIFA has been okay, though I'm usually annoyed so badly by this one freshman, Patrick Hermesmeyer. ugh853uhqy9ugeiranjioDXNF. He says the most pointless things. He acts a lot like Matt Convis. It's funny though because Norman is so mean to him. Haha. Actually, everyone is pretty mean to him, but it's especially noticeable with Norman.
Anyways, I'm excited for the musical. I got ensemble!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's exactly what I wanted. =D I'm so happy. It wasn't too horrible for most people. The only decision for male casting that I didn't approve of was Matt. Ughlweipona49w0. If he does that stupid arm thing that he did in Noises Off, I swear I'm going to go up to him and break it. Ughhhhhhhhh. Okay, so he doesn't have a horrible voice, even though he's very quiet. But his acting is horrendous. It makes me wanna puke. The male casting that I really like though is Alex Benda and Ryan Gladfelter(sp). They both did really well at auditions, and even though they're sophomores, I'm sure they'll do really well with they're parts. With female casting, the only two that I know of that weren't happy with the decision were Lizzi and Alicia. I feel bad for both of them. I wish they could've gotten better parts.
Ugh anyway. Tonight was pretty amazing. Lizzi and I went to chinese, and had a lot of deep conversations. I told her about my friends issue. I love how I'm losing a lot of my friends. Oh well, I guess it's partly my fault. But really these past few weeks I've pretty much just been finding out who my real friends were, and friends who were just better to get rid of.
I've realized I've changed so much over my high school years. My freshman year I was shy, confused, depressed, and just overall anti-social. My sophomore year was a huge change for me. I became more outgoing. I got a lot of friends. Things were great, and I was happy. I was nice to pretty much everyone, even though I would speak out when something was bothering me. Now, as I get deeper into my junior year, I'm once again making a rather change. I'm going from being nice and outgoing, to being slightly bitter toward a lot of people, and being a little bit more selective about who I'm friends with. I've decided that it's time for me to get rid of the sucky friends, and focus on the one's that actually care about me and what I have to say. I'm tired of people just using me, rather it be because I have a car, or just because I'm willing to listen to their problems and not waste their precious time with my problems.
I've been sad about this lately, this change didn't seem like a positive one, but after the later part of this week, I've been seeing more and more of what a good friend is like. Like wednesday night, it had been a while since me and Gail got time just to ourselves to hang out and talk and laugh and have fun. Then tonight, hanging out with Lizzi just made me realize how stupid it was of me to allow myself to lose her as a best friend. I'm really glad that tonight happened. I'm glad that I'm learning what a healthy friendship is. I've always been kind of bad at choosing the right friends.
Hmm, so that was nice. I'm glad I got that out. After tonight, I'm fine with just forgetting the friends that I've lost this week. In the end, it was sort of my choice anyway.
Well, talk to ya'll laturrrrrrrrrr.
So yeah, theatre practice for MIFA has been okay, though I'm usually annoyed so badly by this one freshman, Patrick Hermesmeyer. ugh853uhqy9ugeiranjioDXNF. He says the most pointless things. He acts a lot like Matt Convis. It's funny though because Norman is so mean to him. Haha. Actually, everyone is pretty mean to him, but it's especially noticeable with Norman.
Anyways, I'm excited for the musical. I got ensemble!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's exactly what I wanted. =D I'm so happy. It wasn't too horrible for most people. The only decision for male casting that I didn't approve of was Matt. Ughlweipona49w0. If he does that stupid arm thing that he did in Noises Off, I swear I'm going to go up to him and break it. Ughhhhhhhhh. Okay, so he doesn't have a horrible voice, even though he's very quiet. But his acting is horrendous. It makes me wanna puke. The male casting that I really like though is Alex Benda and Ryan Gladfelter(sp). They both did really well at auditions, and even though they're sophomores, I'm sure they'll do really well with they're parts. With female casting, the only two that I know of that weren't happy with the decision were Lizzi and Alicia. I feel bad for both of them. I wish they could've gotten better parts.
Ugh anyway. Tonight was pretty amazing. Lizzi and I went to chinese, and had a lot of deep conversations. I told her about my friends issue. I love how I'm losing a lot of my friends. Oh well, I guess it's partly my fault. But really these past few weeks I've pretty much just been finding out who my real friends were, and friends who were just better to get rid of.
I've realized I've changed so much over my high school years. My freshman year I was shy, confused, depressed, and just overall anti-social. My sophomore year was a huge change for me. I became more outgoing. I got a lot of friends. Things were great, and I was happy. I was nice to pretty much everyone, even though I would speak out when something was bothering me. Now, as I get deeper into my junior year, I'm once again making a rather change. I'm going from being nice and outgoing, to being slightly bitter toward a lot of people, and being a little bit more selective about who I'm friends with. I've decided that it's time for me to get rid of the sucky friends, and focus on the one's that actually care about me and what I have to say. I'm tired of people just using me, rather it be because I have a car, or just because I'm willing to listen to their problems and not waste their precious time with my problems.
I've been sad about this lately, this change didn't seem like a positive one, but after the later part of this week, I've been seeing more and more of what a good friend is like. Like wednesday night, it had been a while since me and Gail got time just to ourselves to hang out and talk and laugh and have fun. Then tonight, hanging out with Lizzi just made me realize how stupid it was of me to allow myself to lose her as a best friend. I'm really glad that tonight happened. I'm glad that I'm learning what a healthy friendship is. I've always been kind of bad at choosing the right friends.
Hmm, so that was nice. I'm glad I got that out. After tonight, I'm fine with just forgetting the friends that I've lost this week. In the end, it was sort of my choice anyway.
Well, talk to ya'll laturrrrrrrrrr.