Holy Shit!

Sep 01, 2004 12:58

Dear god. Life is boring! I sit here all day with nothing to do and nobody to talk to, and it's driving me nuts. Oh well. It gives me time to write, and I suppose that's something important. Because, you know, so many people care about me. :) So anyways, I went and did paperwork for my GED today, and I'm starting to have second thoughts. People keep telling me that this is the wrong thing to do. Should I believe them, or should I ignore them? I don't even know anymore. I really hope to God that I am doing the right thing, because I don't want to screw up my life any worse than I already have.

Anyways, on the girl front, I have made absolutely no progress. (Wow, what a surprise, I should write my congressman!) Isn't that great? It's almost as if I am cursed or something! Give me a break! I guess nobody wants a guy like me. Or something.

Sigh. Nice guys always finish last...why can't I finish first for once? I guess maybe my outlook is just too fucked up for most people. (Damnit, this is what I get for being so cynical!)

But anyways, enough about that crap. I need to find a job because I need money. College is going to cost $300 a class, and I need to take six per semester. This is going to be the one thing that really bites...I almost wish I had just stayed in school for my senior year. Can't change my mind now though (well, I can, but I refuse to.)
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