"I recently settled the beef with the man in the mirror" - sabac
Ive been doin alotta thinkin lately. My girlfriend wouldnt like that, she says thinkin to much gets me into trouble sometimes, which I think she might be right about, I tend to read into things very deeply.
I used to go through life, believing that everything happens for a reason. I felt that way even after I met heather. I fell almost instantly in love. She was funny, smart, made me laugh, and did something that not alot of people have been able to do, and thats make me feel comfortable. Whenever Im with her, I just have an overwhelming sense of peace and happiness, but also a huge sense of confusion and depression. I met her like a week before my move to NC. I wasnt lookin for a girlfriend, and I dont think she was lookin for a boyfriend. But we decided to give it a try anyway, cause we clicked so well. I dont think she was fully prepared for all that came with a long distance relationship, even if it was only going to hopefully be temporary.
I know she loves me, cause there would be no real reason to stay with me if she didnt. I also know she's a very flirty person by nature, like alot of other girls, which I dont like, but I understand, since I cant be there nearly as much as I would like, but I do try.
Back to what I was sayin before about everything happening for a reason. Her and me meeting was simply by chance. We did meet off of aol, but in such a wierd way. She had been on my buddy list for a long time but I never talked to her, dunno why. But just about a few days before I packed my computer up, she IM'ed me, out of nowhere, still not sure why. We hung out, clicked, and fell in love.
I feel I was supposed to meet her that day, for if I didnt, I honestly believe I never would have. My life in NC would prolly be alot different than it is now, and Im sure her life would be quite different now. Maybe shed have a boyfriend, maybe she'd be in jail, I dunno. I have fallen so madly in love with her, I just hope my purpose in this situation isnt just to be a more positive influence on her.
I always tell myself things happen for a reason, but now that Im with the person I want to be with for the rest of my life, I dont want it to end. I believe fate provides you only with opportunities, and its up to you to take them. If we ever did break up, I'll know there wasnt anything I could really do about it, cause I really have been trying my best to make things as great as possible. I know I would be crushed, and wounded greatly, I honestly dont think id ever get over the girl I feel is the love of my life. But the sun would still rise, the cows would still moo, and id go on, more of a broken man than before, but still a man none the less.
So all I can really do is my best, to make us last. I love you heather, I always will, no matter what the outcome.
P.S. any single ladies lookin for a good time, gimme a call.
P.P.S. That last part was a goof
I used to go through life, believing that everything happens for a reason. I felt that way even after I met heather. I fell almost instantly in love. She was funny, smart, made me laugh, and did something that not alot of people have been able to do, and thats make me feel comfortable. Whenever Im with her, I just have an overwhelming sense of peace and happiness, but also a huge sense of confusion and depression. I met her like a week before my move to NC. I wasnt lookin for a girlfriend, and I dont think she was lookin for a boyfriend. But we decided to give it a try anyway, cause we clicked so well. I dont think she was fully prepared for all that came with a long distance relationship, even if it was only going to hopefully be temporary.
I know she loves me, cause there would be no real reason to stay with me if she didnt. I also know she's a very flirty person by nature, like alot of other girls, which I dont like, but I understand, since I cant be there nearly as much as I would like, but I do try.
Back to what I was sayin before about everything happening for a reason. Her and me meeting was simply by chance. We did meet off of aol, but in such a wierd way. She had been on my buddy list for a long time but I never talked to her, dunno why. But just about a few days before I packed my computer up, she IM'ed me, out of nowhere, still not sure why. We hung out, clicked, and fell in love.
I feel I was supposed to meet her that day, for if I didnt, I honestly believe I never would have. My life in NC would prolly be alot different than it is now, and Im sure her life would be quite different now. Maybe shed have a boyfriend, maybe she'd be in jail, I dunno. I have fallen so madly in love with her, I just hope my purpose in this situation isnt just to be a more positive influence on her.
I always tell myself things happen for a reason, but now that Im with the person I want to be with for the rest of my life, I dont want it to end. I believe fate provides you only with opportunities, and its up to you to take them. If we ever did break up, I'll know there wasnt anything I could really do about it, cause I really have been trying my best to make things as great as possible. I know I would be crushed, and wounded greatly, I honestly dont think id ever get over the girl I feel is the love of my life. But the sun would still rise, the cows would still moo, and id go on, more of a broken man than before, but still a man none the less.
So all I can really do is my best, to make us last. I love you heather, I always will, no matter what the outcome.
P.S. any single ladies lookin for a good time, gimme a call.
P.P.S. That last part was a goof