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Hmm today wasnt bad although ive been it an awkward mood.. dont know exactly ...But I am happy for brittany.. her and henry.. woo babi!! so cute ..
But i am still missing something... I know he knows how i feel... but i dont know its different this time.. It almost feels like more.. Like its getting stronger... Yet its still not both ways. Sometimes I wish I could just go out and say it and just everything will go the way III want... But it will never work that way.. When has it EVER worked that way? Everytime I see him or talk to him I feel like a better person. And may day seems to completely turn around... I know it seems dumb but its so true. And I would do almost anything for a chance to prove myself.. Well not necessarily prove myself because what do i have to prove? Nothing I have proven who I AM i just.. pft i dunno its comlicated.. But im eaxhausted and need to catch up on sleep good night everyone <3
Heather
Tap on my window and knock on my door i wanna make you feel BeAuTiFuL <3
But i am still missing something... I know he knows how i feel... but i dont know its different this time.. It almost feels like more.. Like its getting stronger... Yet its still not both ways. Sometimes I wish I could just go out and say it and just everything will go the way III want... But it will never work that way.. When has it EVER worked that way? Everytime I see him or talk to him I feel like a better person. And may day seems to completely turn around... I know it seems dumb but its so true. And I would do almost anything for a chance to prove myself.. Well not necessarily prove myself because what do i have to prove? Nothing I have proven who I AM i just.. pft i dunno its comlicated.. But im eaxhausted and need to catch up on sleep good night everyone <3
Heather
Tap on my window and knock on my door i wanna make you feel BeAuTiFuL <3