Jul 24, 2005 03:17
wow i am soooooo tired today. now that i am obsessed with degrassi, i spent all night looking at degrassi websites and JAKE EPSTEIN!!!!! Nothing new has happened, nothing important at least. nikki always finds little things to talk about in her journal when all i have to do is sit at home and be away from my friends! i swear they are all in Mexico! Anyway, i just talked to this guy on myspace for like 2 hours. he is pretty cool and lives in santa rosa... he wants to meet me but ive heard those creepy online stalker killer stories so im not intending to.
Ive been thinking, and thinking more about everyone's purpose. we have all been set up to run this planet and control it. but what is our purpose? say, youre the president or something. you have acheived all your goals, you have followed the rules- but wait... then you die, go to heaven (or hell), and sit there. and the world keeps repeating this cycle over and over again until heaven and hell have permenant waiting lists. is that our purpose? getting through the young years and then fulfilling your life goal, and then dying and staying in your spirit for eternity. ETERNITY. do you know how long that is? that is longer than border of asia, bigger than the pacific ocean, and wider than mrs.powers' butt in the cafeteria.
that is all im wondering, but i still have a lot more that i am wondering about...
Luvs, Elizabeth <3