Hey f-list, here's my Colorgenics result! XP
Result from Colorgenics:
Date: 8/13/2009
Colorgenics Number: 52140673
You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavours are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavouring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.
You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.
The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.
You are worn out - suffering from what has been described as 'burnout' and nothing seems to stimulate you to break away from this state of lethargy. This situation is causing an acute distress situation and not being able immediately to resolve the problems is exposing you to excess stress and tension. You are endeavouring to break away from this situation by withdrawing into a state of 'Never Never Land' - an illusory substitute world in which things could be as you would like them to be. Now is the time to take time-out - to relax. A short break is all that you need and you will find that matters will resolve themselves.
I think the first time reading through this, I was starting to chuckle anxiously and sadly to myself, if that's any measure of how accurate it was. ^^;; Heck the last two paragraphs you guys probably already know what they refer to if you've been reading my mopey posts as of late XP There's nothing in here that I would even question matching me; the only possible phrase that stuck out was "willing to try anything once"; there are things which I want to go through my life never having done or experienced, but I think that's a specific instance in my case and in the spirit rather than the letter of the phrase it's probably true too. I hope though that just a short break will let me recover my mental vitality after this whole summer. -_-;;
...And oh dear god, I'm going to be taking the MCAT in a few hours. o_o *takes a deep breath* I can do this, I can do this, I've practiced the hell out of that test, I can do it just like practice...
Date: 8/13/2009
Colorgenics Number: 52140673
You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavours are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavouring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.
You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.
The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.
You are worn out - suffering from what has been described as 'burnout' and nothing seems to stimulate you to break away from this state of lethargy. This situation is causing an acute distress situation and not being able immediately to resolve the problems is exposing you to excess stress and tension. You are endeavouring to break away from this situation by withdrawing into a state of 'Never Never Land' - an illusory substitute world in which things could be as you would like them to be. Now is the time to take time-out - to relax. A short break is all that you need and you will find that matters will resolve themselves.
I think the first time reading through this, I was starting to chuckle anxiously and sadly to myself, if that's any measure of how accurate it was. ^^;; Heck the last two paragraphs you guys probably already know what they refer to if you've been reading my mopey posts as of late XP There's nothing in here that I would even question matching me; the only possible phrase that stuck out was "willing to try anything once"; there are things which I want to go through my life never having done or experienced, but I think that's a specific instance in my case and in the spirit rather than the letter of the phrase it's probably true too. I hope though that just a short break will let me recover my mental vitality after this whole summer. -_-;;
...And oh dear god, I'm going to be taking the MCAT in a few hours. o_o *takes a deep breath* I can do this, I can do this, I've practiced the hell out of that test, I can do it just like practice...