break down.
gorgeousskyy (10:05:12 PM): I hate moving.. we're supposed to move in the next two weeks and we still don't even know WHERE. my mom can only afford one bedrooms so there isn't even going to be any space for me at all.. so I just feel like a huge burden to her..
gorgeousskyy (10:05:35 PM): I miss my dad.. I want him to come back.. I want to know why he wanted to die.. and what I could've done to fix him..
gorgeousskyy (10:06:05 PM): I'm mad at God for making all of this a part of his plan. I'm mad that I've lost my faith in God- something that I never ever ever ever thought would happen.
gorgeousskyy (10:06:45 PM): I'm confused about John Alex because since my message, he has called me once, not mentioning the letter at all... and that just makes me feel dumb for sending it and dumb for feeling anything for him after all.
gorgeousskyy (10:07:06 PM): I'm upset that my sister is being depressed and pushing me away.. because she's probably feeling almost identical to me.
gorgeousskyy (10:07:43 PM): I'm upset that I don't really have a "best" friend anymore.. and now more than ever, I need someone to talk to.. someone to hang out with.. someone to cry on...
gorgeousskyy (10:07:51 PM): And I don't have that..