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Mar 10, 2004 19:29

i'm giving myself five days. what's today? wednesday? i'm giving myself five days. i'm ending all of this on monday if some angel doesn't part the clouds. if i can i'm going to get a gun and go on a bloody rampage. people who end their lives without taking those of others are lame ( Read more... )

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whateverlauren March 11 2004, 18:37:33 UTC
shut UP nathaniel it's life fucking deal with it

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tomorrowmachine March 11 2004, 19:34:46 UTC
what are you talking about? you won't even talk to me.

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whateverlauren March 11 2004, 21:55:53 UTC
I DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE ALL TALKING ABOUT HOW YOU HAVE ALL THIS FREEDOM NOW THAT YOU CAME BACK AND I DIDN'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT SEEING AS I'M PRETTY MUCH TIED TO A POST AT MY HOUSE AND I GOT PUT ON LITHIUM AND HAVE TO GET MY BLOOD TAKEN EVERY OTHER WEEK.

i was just in a bad mood and hearing about your good mood made it worse.

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tomorrowmachine March 12 2004, 00:23:25 UTC
i'm really sorry. when you first dropped me off i couldn't even move.

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indiephile March 11 2004, 21:27:10 UTC
amen.

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whateverlauren March 11 2004, 23:37:38 UTC

What are you girls talking about.
You don't even know Nathaniel. Yo
u don't know how he works, if you
did then you wouldn't be telling
him to shut up. The only reason
he even says this stuff is to kee
p your attention, duh. If you giv
e him attention then he won't do
it, but if you don't give him att
ention than he won't funtion the
way you secretly wished he would,
but merely the opposite. Don't y
ou know that you kids are his pow
er. Nothing more than his power.
You control him only in the sense
that you are his batteries so wi
thout you he can't function. Then
once you stop functioning, he st
ops functioning. That's the reaso
n you tell him to "Shut up" oppos
ed to ignoring him, it's because
you don't want him to die; if he
died than you would, too. I hate
selfish idiots. You're all missin
g out on the most intense person
you'll ever meet.

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tomorrowmachine March 12 2004, 00:19:32 UTC
libbey's right...
...i think.
you make me sound like a bad person.

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whateverlauren March 12 2004, 01:40:58 UTC
you could be a bad person depending on who you are suggesting is the good person. if you were pinpointing hitler or better yet stalin maybe you would be sounding like a fabulous person with all your plans of mass murder (fye - do some japanese research, they killed 250,000 in a week whereas hitler took about 6 years.) but if you suggest some other person like mother teresa or gandhi then you might say you're a bad person. it all depends on who you define as good and what as bad. this isn't some silly play; there is no cast list. duh.

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tomorrowmachine March 12 2004, 05:24:10 UTC
what makes some of those people good and some of those people bad? mother teresa forced her religion on a whole bunch of people whereas hitler killed the people with religions different than his own. how is one of them bad and one of them good? hitler was at least nice enough to kill people and release them from mortal suffering i mean mother teresa forced people to submit to christianity by doing seemingly charitable things for them only to then introduce them to the holy bible. gandhi straved hisself in political protest. why's he so good? if i killed myself now ("i want to die because the government lies") and said it was 'cause the government's mean i'd just be some sterotypical teenage radical whereas gandhi's a flippin' saint. you didn't know hitler or stalin or any of those people so how can you call them bad ( ... )

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tomorrowmachine March 12 2004, 05:25:40 UTC
also if those last two anonymous comments aren't libbey then...
...who are you? i'd really like to meet you.

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whateverlauren March 14 2004, 06:46:59 UTC
You can't meet me.

I don't exist.

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whateverlauren March 14 2004, 06:49:17 UTC
And just as I said, it all depends on who you define as good. I didn't say Mother Teresa was good. Nor did I say Hitler was bad.

Of course I know which examples society deems good/bad; so there is no point in being redundant.

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tomorrowmachine March 14 2004, 06:54:30 UTC
who in the world are you? harass me on aim or something...
...anything. i'm complimented by everything you say.

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whateverlauren March 14 2004, 19:14:57 UTC
no.

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whateverlauren March 14 2004, 22:05:54 UTC
You know, at first you guessed the answer to the question before you asked it. Saying that it was Libbey that knows you better than anyone.

I've started guessing before I ask. In a kind of precautious manner in the case that the person I ask the question to just might answer my question with "Guess." and so I guess before I ask the question to save the breath it will consume to ask the question; and the brain will of conjugating the question.

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tomorrowmachine March 14 2004, 22:29:40 UTC
why can't we have a conversation about...
...whatever we're talking about?

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