you know the deal
wednesdays are bogus and thursdays are bogus and fridays are even more bogus because robert smith had the bright idea to have the cure make a song called "friday i'm in love" so whenever friday comes around and i'm not in love then what? thanks a whole bunch robert smith.
today i changed what i wear. now i wear white tennis shoes with brown corduroy pants with a leather belt with red boxers with a gray t-shirt with hunter s. thompson sunglasses and today i cut my hair and i only planned on cutting it kind of shorter but i ended up bald and i shaved my arms and my sleeves are really short and i'm fine with the whole thing and now i smoke marlboro cigarettes when i feel like smoking a cigarette to stray from my usual habit of smoking swisher sweets. now i've got a choice between cigars and cigarettes when i want and i've got a little over $20.00 so i can do what i want this weekend but all i want to do is hang out with this girl even if she's a complete stranger. i'll do absolutely anything given the chance but i am totally not staying here alone. i don't work again until friday so this weekend's totally open but i don't want to go hang out in groups with kids i don't care about at a show i don't care about i mean i might go to a show i don't really know but tonight do you know what i want? i want to go to a twenty-four hour diner. duh! that's all i want to do now. i want to go to a twenty-four hour diner with this girl and stay out all night and i don't know. i don't even know who this girl is. every idea in my head is bright with style but those ideas never come true. i don't know if dreams come true.
lately all my dreams have been about libbey pretty much and there's been something about mikael here and there. i was supposed to spend tomorrow with kiley.
are you that girl? are you reading this? i'm a nervous wreck. someone come and save me someone who needs saved. certainly someone needs saved. certainly someone knows this world's full of people who will never know you and you're looking for one friend because you know somewhere inside you you haven't got any. thos epeople aren't your friends. i'll be your friend. no matter how early or how late it is tonight i'll do something.
i can totally get out of here if i need to. don't get me wrong. i know a whole bunch of people. if i wanted to hang out right now i'd call someone and they'd hang out with me. if i wanted drugs right now i'd call someone and i'd buy drugs. if i wanted to have sex i'd call someone and we'd have sex. seriously. i've got at hand plenty of human connections but those aren't want i want right now. i want to hang out with one person in a diner somewhere who's lost all hope. "let's exchange numbers." where are you?
today i changed what i wear. now i wear white tennis shoes with brown corduroy pants with a leather belt with red boxers with a gray t-shirt with hunter s. thompson sunglasses and today i cut my hair and i only planned on cutting it kind of shorter but i ended up bald and i shaved my arms and my sleeves are really short and i'm fine with the whole thing and now i smoke marlboro cigarettes when i feel like smoking a cigarette to stray from my usual habit of smoking swisher sweets. now i've got a choice between cigars and cigarettes when i want and i've got a little over $20.00 so i can do what i want this weekend but all i want to do is hang out with this girl even if she's a complete stranger. i'll do absolutely anything given the chance but i am totally not staying here alone. i don't work again until friday so this weekend's totally open but i don't want to go hang out in groups with kids i don't care about at a show i don't care about i mean i might go to a show i don't really know but tonight do you know what i want? i want to go to a twenty-four hour diner. duh! that's all i want to do now. i want to go to a twenty-four hour diner with this girl and stay out all night and i don't know. i don't even know who this girl is. every idea in my head is bright with style but those ideas never come true. i don't know if dreams come true.
lately all my dreams have been about libbey pretty much and there's been something about mikael here and there. i was supposed to spend tomorrow with kiley.
are you that girl? are you reading this? i'm a nervous wreck. someone come and save me someone who needs saved. certainly someone needs saved. certainly someone knows this world's full of people who will never know you and you're looking for one friend because you know somewhere inside you you haven't got any. thos epeople aren't your friends. i'll be your friend. no matter how early or how late it is tonight i'll do something.
i can totally get out of here if i need to. don't get me wrong. i know a whole bunch of people. if i wanted to hang out right now i'd call someone and they'd hang out with me. if i wanted drugs right now i'd call someone and i'd buy drugs. if i wanted to have sex i'd call someone and we'd have sex. seriously. i've got at hand plenty of human connections but those aren't want i want right now. i want to hang out with one person in a diner somewhere who's lost all hope. "let's exchange numbers." where are you?