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[tomorrowi11beu]

somehow you always remember the first time. the first kiss. that first touch. he warms my heart. that first hug. that first look. first hangout. first talk on the phone. first ride in your car. first time you farted infront of me. first time you said you liked me. first time to hold hands. first time you said you loved me. first fight. first gift given to me. first love letter left on my door step. first butterflies. first time to austin without my mom knowing. first concert with you. first time you played guitar on my couch. first time to Borders with you. first starbucks you brought me. first laugh so hard that i was crying. first time i poked you in the eye.first time i knew i could trust you. first time i knew you were my best friend. first time your mom showed me your baby pictures. first time we laid on your bed. first late night talk in your car. first time i visited you at work. first time i felt this way.

i need you
like heaven needs more to come in
i need you here like you've always been

and then i waved goodbye to you
from fields of white flowers
you were so proud of me
i was too proud to see that
all of the world and
all of it's powers
couldn't keep your love from me no
couldn't keep your love from me

cause i need you

sometimes you just have to live. even when it hurts so bad that you just want to give in. take off that mask, erase that sad face..and realize what you really have. sometimes it seems like people don't realize what they do have and once its gone they finally notice. well i know i do that at least. but not this time. people change. oh God oh God i needed you, all this time i needed you. keep it cool

when you call my name i'll be there
so keep breathing