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My brain has been stuck on the past too much today. I've been having really far-fetched anxiety dreams the past couple of nights. Not sure why. I just need to write it down.
I am extremely happy with Mikilin. We have been together over a year and I am happy. I will always wonder what could have been with Jimii. But I like that I can see a future with Mikilin. I enjoy our advenures and the fact that I was bold enough to up and move to an entirely different fucking state. She makes me a better person and I feel like I am always growing.
I think about Kristy too. I miss her. I think about reaching out and then I just wait for the moment to pass because I think I know her too well to know it could somehow be okay. Who knows, maybe I'll try it one day.
And finally, because it bugs me enough every now and then. Jaquey. Yeah you, because I know you read this. You make me angry. I despise the fact that it bothers me at all. I feel let down.
I am extremely happy with Mikilin. We have been together over a year and I am happy. I will always wonder what could have been with Jimii. But I like that I can see a future with Mikilin. I enjoy our advenures and the fact that I was bold enough to up and move to an entirely different fucking state. She makes me a better person and I feel like I am always growing.
I think about Kristy too. I miss her. I think about reaching out and then I just wait for the moment to pass because I think I know her too well to know it could somehow be okay. Who knows, maybe I'll try it one day.
And finally, because it bugs me enough every now and then. Jaquey. Yeah you, because I know you read this. You make me angry. I despise the fact that it bothers me at all. I feel let down.