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Senses Fail on the 23rd, I can't wait! I'm goin with Shea and Julia. I haven't been to like a "real concert" in foreeevvvvver.......since Metalfest in frikkin april.
On the 29th, my friend Kyle from uconn invited me to a drag ball......meaning pretty much everyone will be in drag, but formal. Kyle is going with Lisa (he wants her to go in drag so I'm gonna draw a mustache on her face....if she lets me lol), but more free tix so......someone wana be my date lol? Yea......I'm seriously wearing a dress. No tux's for stina!
Talked to Hubble last night about my "total abandonment" of the prospect kids and whatnot. See, yea....I guess I did fuck up by going out of my way after me and Jaci's fight telling her dad eevvvverrything she did and all this shit. Yea it was shitty, definately ruined my credability towards her family cuz they always trusted me and I just kept going along with Jaci's lies. But ya know what? I don't give a fuck. The bitch deserves it after all the bullshit drama I went through with that girl. When you're taken advantage of for a 6 month period, almost on a daily basis....it all starts to build up inside you and u SNAP! So yea, I got it out of my system, but I will never be a pushover again. Not for anyone. I still talk to a few of them but they're all believing Jaci's story and she's claiming she's done nothing wrong when in all reality, she could've prevented this entirely if she DIDN'T do anything wrong. And I, well.....frankly, the kids I supposedly abandoned are meaningless to me. They all never really called me to chill, it was just if I was in the prospect area that they'd call Jaci who I was with and they're still not calling......so that's fine by me. I;m from wolcott, no one understands that! It's relatively easy to stray away from a whole slew of kids when u don't live in the same town. I have better friends now who actually treat like a person. Actually, they were always here for me.....no wonder why they don't like her lol.
hmmm.....now enough of the venting.
Just been smokin a lot recently now that Rainbow's back. It's good having him back home. Oddly as it sounds, he keeps me sane. Chillin with Brenda too.....I finally get to see her! She's always with this girl Gina who like hates me for no reason. I think she hates me cuz she's obsessed with Brenda and won't let her spend time with other friends.....jealous. I dunno, can't blame the girl. I'd be jealous of me too. haha
I dunno when I start work. Hopefully soon. Leave me comments or IM or something, I'm always around.....so like.....let's hang <3
On the 29th, my friend Kyle from uconn invited me to a drag ball......meaning pretty much everyone will be in drag, but formal. Kyle is going with Lisa (he wants her to go in drag so I'm gonna draw a mustache on her face....if she lets me lol), but more free tix so......someone wana be my date lol? Yea......I'm seriously wearing a dress. No tux's for stina!
Talked to Hubble last night about my "total abandonment" of the prospect kids and whatnot. See, yea....I guess I did fuck up by going out of my way after me and Jaci's fight telling her dad eevvvverrything she did and all this shit. Yea it was shitty, definately ruined my credability towards her family cuz they always trusted me and I just kept going along with Jaci's lies. But ya know what? I don't give a fuck. The bitch deserves it after all the bullshit drama I went through with that girl. When you're taken advantage of for a 6 month period, almost on a daily basis....it all starts to build up inside you and u SNAP! So yea, I got it out of my system, but I will never be a pushover again. Not for anyone. I still talk to a few of them but they're all believing Jaci's story and she's claiming she's done nothing wrong when in all reality, she could've prevented this entirely if she DIDN'T do anything wrong. And I, well.....frankly, the kids I supposedly abandoned are meaningless to me. They all never really called me to chill, it was just if I was in the prospect area that they'd call Jaci who I was with and they're still not calling......so that's fine by me. I;m from wolcott, no one understands that! It's relatively easy to stray away from a whole slew of kids when u don't live in the same town. I have better friends now who actually treat like a person. Actually, they were always here for me.....no wonder why they don't like her lol.
hmmm.....now enough of the venting.
Just been smokin a lot recently now that Rainbow's back. It's good having him back home. Oddly as it sounds, he keeps me sane. Chillin with Brenda too.....I finally get to see her! She's always with this girl Gina who like hates me for no reason. I think she hates me cuz she's obsessed with Brenda and won't let her spend time with other friends.....jealous. I dunno, can't blame the girl. I'd be jealous of me too. haha
I dunno when I start work. Hopefully soon. Leave me comments or IM or something, I'm always around.....so like.....let's hang <3