May 30, 2005 06:54
Starting my job june 7th. Yay!
Chillin w/ Jaci like usual. Rainbow, I haven't seen him in like.........geez I haven't seen him since like the 17th or something since before NC. 2 fucking weeks, I can't believe I'm surviving! Me n Rainbow have been together pretty much on a daily basis for the last few months ever since he moved to Bristol permenantly, and then I saw him like at least 3x a week before that since I knew him............ok, so I guess a healthy little seperation isn't such a bad idea. He had his prom on the 26th (ya know, the one I should've gone to, but didn't cuz Rainbow's a horny fuck and wanted to bring a chick he could drunkenly bang afterwards at a party) and then I guess he went camping on saturday and should be coming back today so hopefully I'll get to see him either today or tomorrow finally!
Been hangin with Justin (the boyfriend) of course. Yea, I'll admit that it bugs me when I can't get a hold of him. But it bugs me even more when my friends are tellin me that's the reason him and his last gf broke up and "I don't know how he and mandy ever had sex if he's never around"......it's like HELLO!! I don't wana hear that! Because I know that I'm different from them. 1) Mandy's a huge slut and she's always been that way, since the day she hit puberty- prolly even before that! Everyone knows and it's any guy's own fault for dating her to begin with. She cheated on him with a whole mess of guys. 2) Melissa is younger then him, quiet as a mouse and they barely had anything in common. I met her and she's pretty ugly, to be honest. Those are the only 2 ex's I know about........but yea, I know I'm different from them. We had a talk a few days after I came back from NC and I bitched him out about not being around after I got back and how I was real close to breaking up with him. Then we were ok after that, then he broke plans with me on a couple days cuz of helping out his grandpa and he had to chaperone the freshmen lock-in, so he took a nap beforehand and that was the time he was posed to hang with me. But he surprised me yesterday at Jaci's and that shocked my speculating friends and all I have to say is HA! And I told them to cut talking shit about him and how it's not going to work out cuz I'm seeing him today too! :-p
Also, chilled with Jeff yesterday. It's been sooooo friking long! We went to his bud's house for a bbq in Ansonia.......good times. He did have some bad news though.......anyone know Joey D down at Sailors and Saints Tattooing/House of Pain (when HOP was over on Baldwin)? Well when HOP was over on Baldwin, it was Joey D and Nate the peircer. Then Joey D opened up his own shop (S+S) and him n Nate had like a falling out or something like that so Nate stayed at HOP. Anyways, getting way off topic.........but Nate died Saturday. As of yesterday, no one knew how he died and it's not in the paper yet. But he was like THE funniest guy you'd ever meet in your freeking life! He held my hand when Joey was doing my star tattoos, lol I told him it didn't hurt THAT bad and he's like "it's ok, I'm here for you!" and did some weird groin thrusting dance to my NFG cd that was playing lol........the best was when he was peircing my nose and I started crying just cuz it's like the most painful thing ever (worse then any tattoo ever, just terrible) and he wiped my tears away with his finger......then said we'd smoke up sometime, but we never did. I did have a pretty hard crush on him that summer though, kept goin back to the shop to chill with him but he was the sweetest big kahuna you'd ever meet (a big 6'3" 300 lb something teddy bear) haven't seen him in a while, miss him no doubt tho. But yea, if you ever got peirced or tattooed at HOP when it moved to Baldwin, then you met Nate.
- RIP dude, much love <3 -
I guess I got a thing for those big sweethearts. That's basically my bf's build....cept not that big. He's like 6-6'1" 250lbs, lil chub w/ a mowhawk. I need to get a pic on here or something soon but I dunno how to do it (someone help?)......
Anyway, I'm gonna try and get some shut-eye in before I go to Best Buy in a few hrs. They're gonna look at my car and tell me whats wrong with my stereo wiring (seriously, everyone that tries to hook up my stereo can't do it cuz somethings fucked up with the wiring or something like that). Then I'm headed to Justin's and we're goin to Jaci's memorial day bbq. Cya! <3
P.S. I have had to make adjustments to my speech and writing cuz of the Justin's I know, gets confusing, so:
boyfriend = Justin, Gode, Papa
best friend = Rainbow
some weird, creepy, kid we somehow find ourselves chillin with in the prospect crew lol = Matt Damon