mascara running down my cheek......your bloody kisses are murder.
gode and i are not doing good. well we are and we arn't. its only been a week (including the days I've been away........by the way- my cousin who was the groom didnt talk to his little cousins like me or any of them, the wedding was wayyy overdone and extravegant, and it was terrible beach weather the entire time we were there). i talked to him once on the phone while i was in nc and that was that. me, i've been in prospect both today and yesterday since i got home from nc on sunday night. he's never home, i hear he's out with people and can't get a hold of him cuz he doesn't have a phone n i don't know their numbers. but when we are together, its picture perfect. so i'm at a cross.......and it sucks.
when i've been in prospect the past couple of days, i've been at jaci's. but im seriously going to be done with her soon if she doesnt cut the crap. i could be talking about something relatively serious and out of nowhere- she will blurt out something about her friends relationship or her iTunes or something stupid like that. and then being me, i of course jump right in on the listening and the advice giving.
im at a loss for true friends and im about to go over the edge cuz i cant count on family either (most of you all know that too).
when i've been in prospect the past couple of days, i've been at jaci's. but im seriously going to be done with her soon if she doesnt cut the crap. i could be talking about something relatively serious and out of nowhere- she will blurt out something about her friends relationship or her iTunes or something stupid like that. and then being me, i of course jump right in on the listening and the advice giving.
im at a loss for true friends and im about to go over the edge cuz i cant count on family either (most of you all know that too).