Oct 08, 2009 20:28
Life has never been easy for me. especially in my personal life in my love life!!..
All of them have caused me great pain ...
but i never bothered to ask why...
'Coz truly, I knew the enswer since then
Our ten day vacation has been a big help for me... I have thought for so many nights and days, that i myself, should let go of everything.
And so it did happen, but still my concern and care for him remained..
Whenever i see him struggling, I am always silent, thinking that i should help him. And so i did
Helping him gives me great happiness and i just dont know why...
Still i keep on telling myself that everything must move on and mostly must be forgotten...
As long as i live, I will always treasure the moments that he had shared to me...
With just one look at him, I always remember my happy moments with him.
Nagpapakaboba na ako, kahit alam ko nang hindi niya talaga ako magugustuhan, pero pilit ko pa ring dinadamayan siya sa kanyang mga problema... Sa tuwing nakikita ko siyang namomoblema, hindi talaga ako mapakali...
Tanong ko bakit ganito????
Inaamin kong mahirap siyang makalimutan pero sinasabi ko lang sa sarili ko na wala na talaga yun!! kasi ayoko na..
masasabi ko na ako pa rin yung kawawa...
kahit ganun...........
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Ayoko na aminin ang totoo sa sarili ko...