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yeah so I've been more active in seeking people out and meetings for track have been going on and I've been around more people who like to hang out with me and meeting new peeps so I think I'm on to better days...but i really wish Rob would talk to me. I dunno I just feel like something is missing if we can't hang out and talk and joke around like before before, as in when I first met him and we were just really good friends. It was fun chilling out and stuff...now he won't even stop to say hi to our friends if i'm with them. he's going a little far but I can't really worry about it too much anymore because stuff is starting and I have a lot of work but I know in the half hour or so everyday and night that I have downtime to just space i'm gonna be worrying about it and its not rational but I don't want to lose this friendship over something foolish and it really weighs on my mind. working out has been helping a little and classes even more so but every time he skateboards by my window I feel really sad that I can't yell out and say hi . He LIVES in the dorm next to mine so it's really weird to be living in the same time frame and yet just pass each other by so easily. but I don't know what's going on with him and how he feels so i need to wait it out i think. I sorta told Anna to tell him that I would at least like to talk to him. I didn't really behave in a good way because he put on an air of indifference and it really hurt. u