May angels keep her safe tonight, Cause Im doing all I can...
Today has just plain out been a shitty day. not for any particular reason...i have just felt so sad and bummed all day. i have had a lump in my throat since i woke up and a really bad feeling in my chest and i dont know why. at work i had a hard time keeping my mind on my job and afterwards i honestly felt like someone died. i wound up at spikes by myself eating alone and thinking about all the things that have been going on over the last 3 months and just hating myself for alot of it. i try and not dwell on the past anymore...dont try and think of what ifs and should haves...they dont help...but today was just one of those days i guess when it all got the better of me. one of those days i just start driving and make sure i have a siphoning hose in the car...buh. i really hope tomorrow is better. i hope i get to talk to someone. i hope someone makes me smile and laugh. i hope i get loved tomorrow...cause today felt like shit.