You're the girl all the boys want to dance with, I'm just a boy whos had too many chances
Sometimes I am amazed at the heart and minds capacity to miss someone. Its pretty incredible to be honest. You can spend all day running around and keeping busy with things that definitly require your ut most attention and yet the second you let your guard down, there they are, right in the fore front of your brain...and of course the second that happens the heart will take over and then comes the meloncholy and sadness that this person is not with you at that very second for you to crush aginst you in the most tender of embraces and smother with kisses and words of undying love and passion. So then comes out the cell phone (gotta love technology) and as the rings go by your heart rate picks up waiting for thier voice to reach your ears...at this point you will either reach thier voice mail (sadness ensues) and leave a stuttering, rambeling message that makes no sense but still somehow manages to convey both the fact that you love this person while at the same time that you are a total idiot in the ways of love and basic human speech. OR you will reach the person and have a stuttering rambeling conversation that will leave the other person confused as to weather or not you should be allowed to roam the streets unatended or unmedicated while you yourself feel like you have smahsed any and all hopes of this person returning any of the feelings you have yet at the same time thinking..."hey that went well..."
it is about 4am and i just woke up from a nyquil induced coma...sorry for the rant
it is about 4am and i just woke up from a nyquil induced coma...sorry for the rant