Sep 26, 2005 20:54
Wow,
It's been quite a while. Over 6 months. Jesus. I remember when I used to rant on this thing like 24 hours a day and basically created fake bullshit to entertain me. Man, that was pretty much rad. Then i just left this. I miss just letting the world( ok the fuckin LJ world) how I felt at the time, whether i was happy or whether i was ready to take some heads off.Now I just check it everyday to see if anything is interesting and dont bother updating. Lame
I really want to start writing again in this, just to get some shit off my chest, but I am sure I would alienate people and stir up emotions. I guess I could just write so only I could see it, then I would be writing and not creating bullshit with everyone. I guess it would be benefical to me.
I had this whole other paragraph, but I deleted it, as you see
I am not really sure the point of this post. Its purpose is definitely not to get comments or have anyone feel for me, just sort of therapeutic. Hell I dont know