I made him scream :)
Okay Jenn so he didnt really scream but he couldn't speak so thats okay. We made love for the first time exactly 3 months from the day we met. It was actually pretty cute. Niether of us had any idea of the date and i think thats why it went so natural. Neither of us was trying to do anything in particular. I am scared hes going to be wierd now. And you know for the first time in my vast sexual experience, I dont feel dirty at all. I feel beautiful and perfect.It was all his idea, with a tiny bit of prompting (nibbling) from me. It didnt last very long but thats probably cuz I blew him a while first. But the moment he went inside me and he wrapped his arms around me and held me, the feeling I have been waiting my whole life to feel filled my body completly. I felt completly connected and intertwined with him, i felt like we were one awesomely powerful being swirling uncontrollable through the universe. It was amazing. And no i still havent had an orgasm but it doesnt matter. For the first time in my life I had sex with a man without feeling like someone invaded my body and ripped my soul out. I feel more complete, fuller, and more beautiful than ever before. Well I gotta clean the house. I will talk later.