Dec 11, 2006 14:48
so. how have things been going in the world of tommy malice?
well. for one.. i am going to be back in california the 19th. i am going to work my ass off to train as fast as i can and start working the indy scene. UEW is my home. i started becoming pro there.. and i will continue to represent them and help push them forward as far as this rock will allow.
personal life is good.. although every night i feel as if i am in a battle to keep the one that i love on my side.. like.. constantly.. i love her.. i will always love her.. but this non-stop campaign of reassurance and distrust is taking its toll on me. it is either a) you put this all aside and love me like i love you or 2)... you leave me. because i cannot take this.. i consider myself a good man... i have done things in the past that i regret and i am really looking forward to this second coming to socal.
i am just coming off a pretty much successful operation.. 2 cd releases in december.. and i am ready to hit the ring. learn and build on my love for the sport of professional wrestling. i am fully ready to be the person i was 6 or 7 years ago.. the person that put on the boots first and asked all the questions after it was over.
i live my life on the edge. fully. happily. anything in my life that holds me back... i am willing to say goodbye to.. like i have said goodbye to alcoholism. yes.. i was an alcoholic. but i am now on the right road.. the right path.. and i want family... i want completeion. but for some reason there are things in our way.
will you walk with me?
the answer is up to you...
great. fuck me. thanks a lot. happy holidays and i love you too.