i'll be home home
i am constantly laying down, closing my eyes, and escaping reality.. too much so.
over the last few days i have slept and slept and slept i am always tired. everything seems a little darker.. a little less meaningful. rays of sunshine are like that of flaming arrows sent from the heavens to strike me down.
i can't stand being away from my future with and my little clone. i'm miserable. everyday i wake up i hope that i may look at the calender and it will say 2007.
i am seriously thinking about going sooner with charles and his fiance'.. fuck.. what am i thinking? i should be on the phone with him right now making arrangements to get out of there the 17th.
i love her so much.. i miss my son.. this is not the place for me. she is my everything.. and i want her to know that. even as she is reading this right now. i love you, trish. i'll be home soon :)
over the last few days i have slept and slept and slept i am always tired. everything seems a little darker.. a little less meaningful. rays of sunshine are like that of flaming arrows sent from the heavens to strike me down.
i can't stand being away from my future with and my little clone. i'm miserable. everyday i wake up i hope that i may look at the calender and it will say 2007.
i am seriously thinking about going sooner with charles and his fiance'.. fuck.. what am i thinking? i should be on the phone with him right now making arrangements to get out of there the 17th.
i love her so much.. i miss my son.. this is not the place for me. she is my everything.. and i want her to know that. even as she is reading this right now. i love you, trish. i'll be home soon :)