Journal 11: 12/7-8/02 - Goddamnit
Goddamnit, it’s become impossible to stay positive. I would say I am definitely out of my optimistic happy hyper mood. That lasted a good, what, three months? Things are stupid right now. I’m not ready to go off to college and say goodbye to all my friends. Speaking of which, I have no time to see them as it is. I get very little sleep. I have all these things I have to do. Now it’s time for all seniors to apply to colleges. God damn, everybody’s already done it cuz they’re all so smart. Everybody does five million extracurricular activities. They all have licenses and cars and they all go out and do stuff with lots of people. They all have boyfriends and girlfriends. They listen to lots of music and shit like that. Wow, this entry sounds exactly like all other LiveJournals I read. I’m complaining and people are gonna reply and say things like “awww i’m sorry tommy, smilies” and “don’t feel bad tommy” and stuff like that. I talk about deleting this LiveJournal, but I’m never gonna do it.