Feb 24, 2005 16:51
here i am again posting some stupid shit that nobody has to know...everything sucks now and guess wut...just like last yr. it all started on the month of my birthday...well im finally ungrounded on tuesday...but i have 95hrs of comm. service to do, sucks ass...i feel like my parents hate me...wut should you expect when they tell you "your a fuck up"...i dont care, really the only person i have to talk to is tiff, thanx....
well so far i dont have to much to look forward to....this time next yr. everything will probably be the same or worse because im going to be 18 and my parents are probably kick me out for good, but wutever....
well...im going to have 8months w/tiff well really 9 but thats the longest ive ever been w/anybody so thats really cool...
well from now on im just going to hope for the best and hope nothing happens...need to stop thinking to much and to hard....and just in-case, im going to apologize before hand, sorry to everybody, especially tiff...sorry for being weird, a dick and not myself at all...im really stupid, and hopefully it will pass soon...
...im thinking of getting rid of this journal
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