Oct 03, 2005 13:19
Well, I havn't written on here in forever. Not sure if I want to keep it up. It became a very egocentric activity for me. Trying to expel those kind of activities from my life (if that is possible). Been meditating a lot and I'm starting this cleansing diet on Wed. Very complacent right now. Not happy, not sad, just here. Been getting a lot of shit together in my life, taking some responsiblity finally for my actions. It feels really good, a lot is changing though. Boston was amazing and really helped me to get some things in perspective. I spent a lot of time alone up there and really found that I can be happy with just myself. Been reading a lot and thinking about spiritual things, energy levels, and other matters of that nature. Clarity in many areas is on the horizon.