A Rememberance of Things Past
Sexy Express Bitches! This is me and my best Express buddies at Tara's Wedding Toast Party
Today I've been thinking a lot about the past, decisions i've made, and why I am at where I am today. Shane and I went to dinner last night, then for drinks, then just hung out all night at my place. Things couldn't have been better. We had such a good time and I realzied how much I really miss him. There's just something about him that makes me so happy and I feel so comfortable just hanging out with him. He's one of the few people I feel safe with for some reason. I can't remember the last time I had such a fun and relaxing evening. He can always just make everything else seem so unimportant. Well, he is having to leave sooner that expected for Boston. So, he is gone. One brief day together and that was it. He really wants me to come up there and visit, so im definitly going to go. Who know's what might happen. This hit me a whole lot harder than I had expected. Oh well, I'll get over it, I always do. He's just very special to me and I had just forgotten. I don't know what I want yet, just trying to sort out the layers of emotion that are pressing against me.
Today I've been thinking a lot about the past, decisions i've made, and why I am at where I am today. Shane and I went to dinner last night, then for drinks, then just hung out all night at my place. Things couldn't have been better. We had such a good time and I realzied how much I really miss him. There's just something about him that makes me so happy and I feel so comfortable just hanging out with him. He's one of the few people I feel safe with for some reason. I can't remember the last time I had such a fun and relaxing evening. He can always just make everything else seem so unimportant. Well, he is having to leave sooner that expected for Boston. So, he is gone. One brief day together and that was it. He really wants me to come up there and visit, so im definitly going to go. Who know's what might happen. This hit me a whole lot harder than I had expected. Oh well, I'll get over it, I always do. He's just very special to me and I had just forgotten. I don't know what I want yet, just trying to sort out the layers of emotion that are pressing against me.