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I feel like a whore. Not because of me necessarily but because all guys see me as is someone to hook up with for a night and come away with no commitment. Even guys that genuinely like me aren't bold enough to do something about it. They just flirt and lead me to think that there may be a possibility...then they just walk away...and leave me behind...
Maybe it is me...maybe that's what I put out there....maybe I should become a nun.
I just want to get married and share my life with someone else...I just want to be normal and have guys ask me out just casually. Okay, truthfully I just want to marry one certain boy and be with him forever, but I can't and its heartbreaking...my life sucks!
Grrr....okay, I feel better now.
Maybe it is me...maybe that's what I put out there....maybe I should become a nun.
I just want to get married and share my life with someone else...I just want to be normal and have guys ask me out just casually. Okay, truthfully I just want to marry one certain boy and be with him forever, but I can't and its heartbreaking...my life sucks!
Grrr....okay, I feel better now.