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I'm going to bed now. I've been feeling anxious and scared all day, but right now, I'm actually feeling pretty good.
Come what may.
I've been calling my family and told them what to expect for the next couple of months. That I probably won't be attending birthdays and so. Which was hard as there's birthdays the 6th and the 13th. And one of them is a sixth birthday, my tiny niece. But I'm preparing for Hell right now, because that's what it is. I didn't take my meds tonight, which means they'll be out of my system by friday. I need all the support I can get to get through this. I'm scared of what may happen to me.
Come what may.
I've been calling my family and told them what to expect for the next couple of months. That I probably won't be attending birthdays and so. Which was hard as there's birthdays the 6th and the 13th. And one of them is a sixth birthday, my tiny niece. But I'm preparing for Hell right now, because that's what it is. I didn't take my meds tonight, which means they'll be out of my system by friday. I need all the support I can get to get through this. I'm scared of what may happen to me.