love
When I fall in love with somebody, something wrong is going on with me. But this time I thought that I can die from my feelings. I was walking on the bridge and I had a strange thought in my mind that maybe I even can undersand some guys who suicide sometimes because of love although I will never do it by myself. He was somewhere far away from me, I had a mess inside of my head and I have one thing that sometimes annoys me: I THINK TOO MUCH. I couldn't eat for some days. I just was sick because of this crush. I couldn't think about anything else except him. He was like a God for me. But the funny thing is that I cannot love for a long time, just for a week or maybe month. Now I feel better in this way or I just think so but I'm ill now (cold or flue, don't know) so I'm always sleepy and sick.
Do you believe in distance relationships? Do you believe that after 12 (or 13) days together people can love each other all their lifes and distance can do nothing with it? That 2 continents are nothing for the couple? I'm freeking realist. I just don't believe in it and there will be the end soon.
I cannot be jealous. I cannot be angry at him. Even if I know about his previous experience and that maybe he's meeting her this moment. I don't care. We do not have time for that. I will miss him. He is great. And maybe I will never see him again in this life.
Do you believe in distance relationships? Do you believe that after 12 (or 13) days together people can love each other all their lifes and distance can do nothing with it? That 2 continents are nothing for the couple? I'm freeking realist. I just don't believe in it and there will be the end soon.
I cannot be jealous. I cannot be angry at him. Even if I know about his previous experience and that maybe he's meeting her this moment. I don't care. We do not have time for that. I will miss him. He is great. And maybe I will never see him again in this life.