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it hurts. it does. and i realize how it's kind of pathetic that it does, but nonetheless it does. i got my provincial exam results back today. i got fucking 74 on my english provincial. okay, anything beginning with the number 7 doesn't even exist in my academic world. And i realize that sounds cocky, but it's a fact. Like WTF?! Honestly, there has to be a mistake. I know my essay isn't too straight to the point in the beginning paragraph, but it was a story okay? If the reader actually read the 2nd and 3rd body paragraphs, i think they'd be amazed. I can't comprehend the fact that i got 74. I know, the teachers don't even read anything beyond the first page of your essay. I think this is extremely unfair. I wrote that essay with the intent and attitude that someone would read the whole thing. I put a lot of effort and thought into it, and I think that it deserves someone's full attention. It's not fair. I mean, if you only read one page of it, should i only write one page of an essay too? Stupid fucking lazy teachers. I get that it takes a long time to mark them, but fuck, it took longer for us to write it. I honestly think that if my marker had read my entire essay, they would've given me a better mark. UGH. SO PISSED.