For the record....

Jan 10, 2006 00:29

I came across this chilling site tonight:
http://myspacide.ytmnd.com

...and found it to be very sad, tragic and depressing. When I told other ppl about it, they thought I was a potential advocate of such behaviour which, with wholehearted honestly, I can say with great distinction that I would not even fathom doing something like that EVER in my life. Opening up about this topic is very delicate and controversial, and raises warning flags for many ppl, but talking openly about this can be misconstrued by many people that I care about which I endlessly impore for them not to do and instead, take what I'm saying merely at face value. It's a tragic event that deeply hurts those who are closely associated with an affected individual, and causes a great deal of pain and anguish to those who are directly or indirectly related. Rest assured, its jus very disturbing to see such behaviour being highlighted by others, and feel sorry for those who were deeply harmed by this individual's actions.

I merely stated to some that had he opened up about his feelings to others, this could have potentially been averted. A long time ago, one of my good friends committed suicide, and many of his close friends were utterly shocked from it happening. By giving my pledge to never engage in performing such an incredibly disturbing and devious task, I hoped that I could build a burden of trust or confidence in my friends to say that I would never do that to them, no matter how emotionally intense or unstable that I may have seemed at times. Please, if you are ever concerned about my mental health, feel free to talk to me about it anytime, and I shall do the same in return for others, but in summation, suicide is just plain ignorant, cowardly, and might I add, an agonizing way to pass away for both the affected individual and related parties.

Okayyyyyyyy, I think its blatantly clear that there should be no more crazy Internet websites for me to go to for a while!!! I think this was already a huge shock for me as is, I should jus stick to fantasy hockey and basketball like I was already good at :P

Night y'all :)
Tom
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