bUrrrpp...
Well this semester isn't going exactly as I had hoped. I came into this semester feeling like I was at some sort of new beginning, I had a new place, a new roommate, new car. I'm finally over all the people and stuff thats happend in the past and I was ready for something new... And now it dosen't feel too new anymore. I mean the regular stuff like classes sucking and all that is the same, I didin't really expect that to change. But I was kinda hoping to meet some new people... and all that. I know it sounds corny but I kinda wish I had a group of friends that all just kinda hung out, and we'd all just go chill at someone's place and do crazy shit together, kinda like all that "guy" stuff you see on TV. I'm guessing not being 21 is sort of hampering that, and then the fact that I take a heavy class load is probably a big part of it too.
But nothing seems extremly new, I kinda figured it would just happen and that I woudln't have to go out of my way and try to find new things, but maybe I have to... I guess I can do that.
I'm also kind dissapointed with the ladies.... I used to think that I was a pretty good judge of people and what they're like, but I seem to be way off lately. I meet nice girls, but they're just a little to crazy for me. I mean I guess that expression is date wild, marry tame, but I'm not exactly a crazy person ... who knows. I think Im just sick of being alone. Some of my friends try to help me out, but they stick me with people Im completely unattracted to, but somehow the girl ends up liking me. Its just akward. I get the girls I don't want, but the ones I like seem to pass me by, blow me off, or just think im too short/fat.
Oh well... I guess thats it.... I've got nothing left to bitch about. I'm just blowing off steam...
But nothing seems extremly new, I kinda figured it would just happen and that I woudln't have to go out of my way and try to find new things, but maybe I have to... I guess I can do that.
I'm also kind dissapointed with the ladies.... I used to think that I was a pretty good judge of people and what they're like, but I seem to be way off lately. I meet nice girls, but they're just a little to crazy for me. I mean I guess that expression is date wild, marry tame, but I'm not exactly a crazy person ... who knows. I think Im just sick of being alone. Some of my friends try to help me out, but they stick me with people Im completely unattracted to, but somehow the girl ends up liking me. Its just akward. I get the girls I don't want, but the ones I like seem to pass me by, blow me off, or just think im too short/fat.
Oh well... I guess thats it.... I've got nothing left to bitch about. I'm just blowing off steam...