Apr 08, 2007 01:18
Over the course of the last several weeks, there have been several occasions where I've had someone who is very close to me pose the question, "What do you want from me?" On the spot, I couldn't come up with a concrete answer. In these past few weeks though, I've thought about the answer to this question, and have come up with a "list of demands", if you will. So after mulling it over, this is what I have decided that I want:
-I want to listen to Bowling For Soup with you, whether it's in concert, in a theater, or in my car with my iPod.
-I want to go to the drive-ins and have popcorn fights with you.
-I want to eat gummy bears with you.
-I want to drive around aimlessly for hours, just listening to music, talking, or just being with you.
-I want to love you.
-I want to be loved by you.
-I want to hold you and let you know just how much I love you and how no one else could ever feel about you the way I do.
-I want you to hold me and let me know that everything will be fine and that I have nothing to worry about because I'm with you and that's all that matters.
-I want to take you to an island away from everyone where it can be just me and you.
-I want to have tickle fights with you.
-I want to raise our children - Cuff & Link.
-I want to spend Friday nights watching That '70s Show Marathons on FX with you.
-I want to wipe your lipstick off on my sleeve before I go back to kiss you again.
-I want to have my eyes covered during inappropriate scenes in movies by you.
-I want to look into your eyes and take comfort knowing that nothing else in the world matters, all while you're staring into my eyes thinking the same thing.
-I want to go to the movies and have more popcorn fights with you.
-I want to tell you about the patterns I notice when I look at license plates while driving around with you.
-I want to listen to Peter Gabrielle, Bon Jovi, Bowling For Soup, and other bands with you that other people would endlessly make fun of me for listening to.
-I want to kiss you at stop signs.
-I want to kiss you at red lights.
-I want to kiss you while we tell your mom to look away.
-I want to kiss you whenever I want.
-I want to make you melt when I kiss you.
-I want to melt when you kiss me.
-I want to make you melt when I just stare at you.
-I want to melt whenever I'm with you.
-I want to be taken care when I've had a bad hot dog.
-I want to never let you go.
-I want to talk for hours on end, even if it's just trading kisses back and forth over the phone.
-I want to help you decorate your little Christmas tree during the holidays.
-I want to be there to comfort you as much as you're there to comfort me.
-I want to think about you all the time, and know that you're thinking about me too.
-I want to call you whenever I'm reminded of you, like everytime it snows.
-I want to wake you up in the morning when I'm snowed in at your house.
-I want to only be yours, and for you to be mine.
-I want to watch bad horror movies and chick flicks that, 9 times out of 10, were my choice with you.
-I want to argue over who loves who more before we both agree that we love each other the same.
-I want to be viewed as a pansy for the clichéd things that my love for you leads me to do, like this list. ("Honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love.")
-I want you back.
There's only one person who could possibly meet all these demands, and I miss her so much. I love her, and I want her to know that I'm ready to come back to her.
I love you.