I miss every ounce of lust you took from me. Every single verb i wish i could express.
Those typical screaming moans that surrounded our solid walls.
Each bitter taste of blood that dripped so sweet from your lips as i bit them to confirm each instinct.
Cornered by every exhaling breath you defined as mine.
Mentally crowded by the ragging need you had for me.
I desired you. You desired me.
Where did that go?..if not with ease.
Hit after hit!
Stab After Stab!
Lust isn't the only 4 letter word!..Love just wasn't heard!
Another typical Start..
The male species - How it rips us apart!
Generally Oblivious to each concept that may consume just an inch of their stable lives..
A Sacrifice becoming the biggest obstacle at this time.
Yes - i have softened my tone of voice for you..
Yes - i ignorantly trusted each silly lie you threw my way..
Catching it without a hesitant display.
That was me and it will always be as such once you look back to it in your thoughts..
it hasn't changed and it never will... i'll be the girl you should of killed.
For now i've grown my own mental revenge..
A Subconscious intervention i've developed in your head.
With every Genre you can think of that reminds you of me..
Will be a stab to the heart - With every separate memory.
. . .
Continue to generally sickened life..
For i may be forgotten..
But never will your lies!
. . .
Dedicated to my good friend Kat.
Time will ease the pain.
Till then. We Scream it away.
<3