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Nov 28, 2006 22:58

what makes us a family?
why arent you listening.
im starting a conversation, who gets to cut me off first.
you win!!

do you have any idea whats going on in my life?
thats what i thought.

stand strong.
dont show up next time.
see if they notice.
will it ever change?
will i ever be looked at as an adult?
no.
never.

9 hour drives.
sleep it all away
sleep my life away.

who is going to take care of you when he leaves?
is it molly and mary again?
i call "not it".
you live in denial. i do too.
should i feel bad.
what am i asking you for. ofcoarse i should. she is falling apart.
why arent you falling apart.
you were supposed to be the strong one.
im too young, im too old for this.
where were you the last 5 years.
whats my name again? do you know who i am?
give it 5 years.

when are you going to change.
i like you now, you have morals. the red state is changing you slowly.
i wont even recognize you soon.
money will make us all different.
i havnt seen her in a year.
5 years.
where is she now?
i talked to her in june.
her kids are doing great.
will i be a godfather?
hell, will i be a father?

not in this country.

do we grow up to be just like them
who will i be like?
you now, him then, him now?

your shadow is so big, i cant walk outside of it!

i want to leave.
i really do.
i want to move.
will you be mad?

i need to get out of here.
im stuck in a rut.

i am not from new london!

go down memory lane, i will wait here on prospect.
i lost touch with everyone.
i didnt want to with you.
you were the one keeping me sane.
i need you.
i need to feel like i am at home.
i miss your family too.

i miss my family, but the got lost 7 years ago.

i painted another picture.
a little thank you for the ones looking out for me.

are you a bad influence on me?
should i be doing these things....we are in college live a little.
enjoy it.
grow up.
settle down.
act like a kid.
act like an adult.
pick one!

your two years older dan, what are you doing with your life?
why are you still here.
get a house.
grow up.
get a job.
pay off your bills.
settle down.
go out on a date.
stop being so picky.
grow up.
you are having self identification issues.
arent we all.
its college.
you lost touch.
your running.
your not running fast enough.
slow down.
speed up.
keep going, go off on your own.
these footsteps arent meant to be walked in. you will fall through the ice!
your walking a thin line.
am i abondoning you if i do.
am i abondoning myself if i dont?
are you scared.
fuck yeah im scared!
should i just do it.
i really need an outside perspective.

an outside perspective on life.
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