Privatised Entry

Nov 13, 2005 13:37

(OOC: Since this is a Privatised Entry, only close friends to Tendo could read and comment, those friends being: Kuramoto and Niida XD)

What is going on? Everybody is invited to Yoji's house . . . except me. I don't know, since Hirono has started hanging with us at school, they've just pushed me out gradually and now, they don't even need me anymore. Guess Hirono satisfies all their male needs and they've completely overlooked the friendship they had with me.

I wouldn't mind if I had other friends, but I don't. I really don't speak to many of the other girls, and if I start hanging with Yukie's gang they'll just think I'm a tagalong. When we hit school on Monday, I don't know; I'll probably hang with Kuramoto and Oki and Niida . . . and Hirono, but I'm most likely going to be a bit quiet.

Why are they all sudden Hirono-fans? They've even been taking drugs like her! We're the Jocks, the Sporty Ones, the Active Ones, and now? Taking acid, that's going to fuck their lives up for good! Okay okay, so I'm not so perfect myself but I know better than not to take drugs!

What the fuck is happening? I'm crying, I'm actually crying! Ugh I'm so pathetic! Well they won't care anyway, not now they have Hirono and Mitsuko and Yoshimi. Oooh that works out just dandy, one for each of them! . . . They've completely shut me out, what have I done wrong? Am I too annoying? Am I too talkative?

I don't even think they like me as a friend anymore, because Yoji would have invited me to his house with everyone else . . . and he hasn't. They'll be taking drugs and drinking way too much . . . probably the reason they don't want to hang with me anymore.

Ugh, why am I letting this annoy me so much!!!!
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