Nov 22, 2006 22:16
Well I am at it again. I am up late being the anal person that I am. I have tried over the last few months to go without having my budget on paper and that is not working. I have screwed up again. Anyway anyone who knows me knows that I do not stop until I get my budget to my liking. I have the next six months to get caught back up and all that. We will see what happens. Actually I will be working on getting ahead again. then I can breathe a sigh of relief.
Boo got into trouble and got a call to home due to it. I talked to her teacher and all that the day that it happened after school. I was so pissed that she was not listening to her teacher and not doing her work. She gives up so easily. I figure that if I come down on her now and instill in her how important her education is now then we will hopefully not have as much of problem later on. Some have siad to me that she is only 5 and a kindergartener but I frankly do not care. If it was Shelby and she was in preschool at 4 I would come down just as hard. Anyway she is doing better thankfully.
I have had such a hard time lately. All the issues from my childhood are coming back. Trying to explain to my hubby about how I am really is not easy. How can you explain to someone something that you can ony understand if you have been there. Anyway I have a lot of work to do and I am just getting emotionally and mentally tired. I am so sick of the fight for survival all the time. I am just worn out. Try to explain that to someone and it just does not work. Anyway I am gonna go for now and get ready for bed. I have a lot to do tomorrow.
LadyJ