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So, I miss having a life. Don't get me wrong, I'm completely happy. All I do though is go to Kelsey's house or go to Blake's apartment (which Blake just moved out of yesterday) I just miss having friends. I don't hang out with anyone anymore. I want to actually do things, and go out. I want to have some fun. I also need a job, but that's not a big priority so I don't really care. Taylor's party on Friday, I saw soo many people that I used to hang out with and I had so many good talks. I have nothing against Kelsey at all, she is my bestfriend. Like, no one could ever replace her. But she's in a relationship with Blake, and they are settled down. They're both done with the party phase and doing things I want to do. Which I don't blame them. I just want to go to parties more or go to bars, whatever. I don't really care, just something. I need something new. I kinda want a boyfriend. I haven't said that in like a million years. I miss having one. I miss being so comfortable with them, and being able to fall back on them when needed. I just miss my life. I miss having everything I used to have. I miss having a family. I don't want to grow up. I don't want any of this stuff to happen. It's going by way too fast. It needs to stop so I can figure out some things