May 10, 2005 19:32
Life royally blows right now. I kinda just want to get everything over with and be done with this part of my life, but i've felt like that for years. i think somethings wrong with me, i'm pretty sure i had an anxiety attack today. it started on the way to 4th period. i just got this sick feeling in my stomach and i felt like i wanted to break down and cry. so i went to my locker got my books out of it and went into class and sat down and i started shaking really bad and it was hard to breathe and i got really dizzy and i started to cry, but it was only a little bit.So then vicky and kat were asking what was wrong and kat toook my finger and tied this little plastic rose around my pinky i started to cry really really hard and i felt sooooooo dumb! i don't even know what set it off. i'm starting to feel really really sick and i don't know whats wrong with me but now my mom is all worried and wants me to see a doctor. I told her i would if it happened again. Today was horrible. I have never wanted to get out of school so bad as i did today. on the upside i got my year book. yippie. . .
well i'll stop boring you with my problems. bye
~Z~
P.S. THANKS KAT AND VICKY FOR YOUR CONCERN! YOU GUYS RULE!
P.P.S- life sux. . . hope your day was better than mine